No IDEA

It’s been a month since I last blogged. I’m just lazy and might scribble in my Starbucks organizer will do since I can just grab a pen and start blabbering. There’s another 6 months and 23 days to go, I’ll soon 21.Things have been pretty good lately. I don’ expect to have any changes. As always there are ups and downs between me and him. I’m so used to it that no longer I want to take care of that matter again. Let it be. For sure, this time I’ll let it be. Mayb I’ve been growing up and started to realize about certain things will always be in that way and he’ll never gonna realized about it unless he is lost someday or loosing sth that is so dearly to him.

I’m stil single and could be available or vice versa. I would open up my option and shall concentrate in my life and stuffs. I’ve just really realized I’ve lost myself for this 2 years plus. I stil love him. Perhaps I should back to myself to make him love me better and more. Mayb I shall reconsider things that I’ve gotten to give up when I decided to be with him for the rest of my life. Thank god for the neglects that fall on me, it shows me sth that I’ve always blinded. I don’t see myself to be tortured in that manner as I’m someone special. I should get my life and start building confidence on him. If we failed to make it, it would be our destiny. Sth that is belongs to you however wil go back to you someday. I’m starting to believe in this becoz I do not want to see myself being degenerate. Making yourself feeling and looking awful will not gain a glance from any man, except for your confidence in one.

Thank you ‘crazyinkl’ some random fella I’ve met in those friends community, he makes me again feeling like a woman like I used to be. I somehow found the shade that I used to have in me. The uniqueness of me that was once drawn lots of attention from others, esp the males. It’s not that I’m looking for some attentions from the men, but this fella helped me to find myself. Lately I’m a lot relieved, it’s not becoz I’ve got myself other attention from other male, but it’s sth that was once driven me to be so opinionated and aggressive, attentive, ambitious etc. Zodiac forecast about it’s a good year for tiger. I hope it does and I want to make sure I make gd use of my year. Start my life. Be myself. It’s another wk to go to start out my intern, it’s time I should really buck up.

Buck up!

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all that wants
And all that needs
All I don't want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
Your finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

[Chorus]
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight will make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when your blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

this is one of my fav song at the moment. i like it for some reasons which only i know. never intend to let anyone else to know about it. perhaps he might know if he discover about this. however this will never happen. everything is so confused. hope things would just as 'when darkness turns to light, it ends tonight'

Last wk was gr8 after piles of hard work over the not-so-useful thesis alike assign by the fat-ciggy lecturer. Sleepless nights through out the week. Well can’t say it’s sleepless nights, slept, but the brain stil can’t stop thinking about the undone assignment. Anyway it’s OVER! :D

Outing w Hwee darl the very first time. She’s my companion. My new buddy after Pei Yin. It’s not a replacement bcoz no way she can replace Pei Yin and so to others can’t replace Hwee to me. They are unique people which I adore and treasured. Okay I abandoned my so-called sisters which is by name, not function (sorry way too influenced by PR roles and models). Perhaps being betrayed once…uhm I think already twice, I forgave, but will never forget. Okay we went to Times Square to do pedicure. I’ve painted my nails in fuchsia color, hot pink-red. Well I’m only there to clean my nails, sort of to try out some daring colors. Hwee did her pretty French. She has pretty toe nails and finger nails which I’m not born in that gene. Her toes would cost her RM45 while mine it’s only RM35. Both of us looking pretty with the painted toe nails which is shown out with our slippers, looked at our satisfied face for the gd job which has done on the feet. Hwee was trying to buy sexy black dress, while in the process of our hunting, she was distracted by other pretty stuffs like shoes, tops etc. However each of us hav gotten ourselves tops in the 10 bugs shop which sooner found that doesn’t suit us well. So it’s another waste of RM10. Hwee has gotten herself black lingerie which is black dress alike and a black bra. We both looking suspicious and kinky mingling in the lingerie shop I doubt that the promoters think that we are lesbo haha :D I went back early bcoz I’m the Cinderella that has to be home bfore the clock strike midnight 12.

Missing PeiYin, dropped her a lame testi. Sitting in my 2^nd home, wasted the whole day on browsing net for nothing. Arrrgh lasy bump bump! Today I should hav study something that is beneficial to the exams. Okay mayb I should stop blogging now. Yet I have so many stories to be updated here. Aww…mayb tomoro or another day.

STUDY!!!

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Okay let’s get back to my resolutions

Anyway I’ve checked on the 2^nd barred list y’day, geees case clear. Thank God that my name is not listed there and I’ve submitted letter to Mr Lee, but probably wouldn’t be any problem. However I need to double check with the office and to reassure that I’m freed from the barred list.

1. I got to convince myself for not skipping class so often and without good reasons. Well I don’t feel good when I skipped class esp tutorials and important lectures but somehow I’m lazy at times that need to wake up 2 hours earlier to  be prepared and get to college. How I wish I’m staying at Wangsa Maju.

2. I need to study hard to gain myself higher CGPA to get scholarships to UK

3. I’m trying to keep my bedroom and my table clean and neat all the time

4. I’m trying to spend more time w my dog

5. I’m trying to be nice to everyone as long as they don’t bite me

6. I should not go for shopping too much as my wardrobe is loaded

7. I should clean my sandals and shoes every wk

8. I’m trying to do more house chores as promised every  wk once

9. I’m trying to learn a new song every wk (piano)

10. I should loose some weigh to fit in my old clothes which I can fit into S size pants.

11. I should sleep early to practice beauty sleeps

12. I should try not to criticize too much on other people’s fault cuz I’m not perfect either. Anyhow I’ve getting not-so perfectionist. It’s not the point that I’m not thriving to be better but be good and improve with your own pace would be fine.

13. Don’t compete too much bcoz out there has so much more to be seen rather than win or lose.

14. Be kind to myself and not letting others to let me down by some of their nuisance and childish action.

15. Appreciate every frens I treasured and those who loves me.

16. oh yea I got to learn to be punctual  

Alright. These are the New Year resolutions. Well it’s often the same every year bcoz they are yet to be achieved. Every year although I’m doing the same thing, but do hope I do it better every time as it goes on. Anyway I’m kinda out of heart w love. Perhaps I’m getting peace in myself and bothered him jz bcoz he doesn’t really appreciate me or things I’ve done. I had enough. This time I mean it. I really had enough. Promises not made are lies. Okay I jz want to do my part, being a gd student and gd girl for daddy. I’m tired of being a gd lover bcoz of not being appreciated. Mayb I should really learn to only give, not take. 


* resolutions would be added and changed from time to time :)

It’s been 2 wks after the New Year. Year 2007. Ever since I’m back from Genting, haven’t been spending gd time w my family, my doggie, my dolly-s etc. Unfortunate events seem to hit upon me beginning of the year.

1stly, I’ve met F, twice. Never thought of it’s sth gd to met him up, I mean there’s no necessary to see bastard like him again, it’s kinda spoiling my day.

2ndly, haven’t been spending gd moments w him, whether the ignorance is on purpose or he’s really busy, it’s jz not sth gd to me too.

3rdly, I’ve missed to send PeiYin off to States. Aargh! I haven’t been seeing her since late December and I don’t get to see her on the day she flew.

4thly, I haven’t been spending time w the dolly-s though I don’t really adore them sometimes but stil thinking that at least I should get to spend some time w them since they are here for holidays, sometimes I do miss them when they are not aound. Perhaps I’m seeing them nx wk Tuesday.

5thly, I’ve been struggling for the assignments past 2 weeks. It’s really torturing in terms that it’s damaging my brain cells and my health, feels aging now. Thank God this has over.

6htly, lastly, almost barred by Stats and Moral, hope everything is fine. Tomorrow I’m going to make an effort to deal with this. God, be with me and help me please (praying).

It’s only 14 January 2007. Gees…looking back at these unfortunate things happened on me on the past 2 wks, it seems like every 2 days I’m encountering w something bad. Anyhow I stil want to make a New Year resolutions. It wouldn’t be too late I guess. At last I’ve settled myself emotionally and hopefully this year would work well.

 *I'm stil blessed :) while bloggin, dearie is by myside in Starbucks which isn't his favor, doing his own job, for the sake to accompany me :)
thank you darling :) love you always

Fate. Beginning of the year I’ve already come across w this issue. Fate is something really awesome if u met a gd one, it could be shits if it ended up a not-so-gd one. I met F y’day in Genting. Dearie is the one who told me that he saw the asshole. Okay I didn’t exactly see his face but I can recognized his wife. He’s in black and the wife is in red, only both of them without the baby. This silly girl, the wife is stupid enough I would said.  Sacrificed herself for someone whom I think is not worth for someone like her. Thinking back 3 years ago I was w this F. roughly about 5 months, one day I called F and this girl picked up the phone call, claimed herself as the gf of F and calling me a bitch of seducing the bf. Oh wtf! Com’on your guy who’s trying to hav affairs out there w me, without your acknowledgement of course. She told me lotsa stories about F and told me that they were together since form 4, so it’s like 6 years from then. F is not the first time flirting and having a few gf-s out there bside her, well these are facts she told me. okay. I don’t mind leaving a bastard like him. Then we decided to set a prank on him, ended up she stood me up and told F I know about his ‘history’ wow smart enough this young women, toward girls out there, but stupid enough to fool herself w this entrusted man. F was mad at me and he thot that I’m setting him a prank cuz the gf told him so. Instead I prank her back by telling F that she called me and starting bitchin me on the phone. I’m mean and bitchy to called the gf, bitch her off bcoz she prank me in front of F while on the other hand telling me another story. Com’on silly girl. I called her up and started to tell her stuffs F did to me and he even spend his bday and valentines on that yr w me, all night long, switched off his phone. bitched her by telling her that you can’t even made your man feel home and stick with you, how could u blame the girls out here. She’s stupid enough to make herself pregnant purposely and make him married her…in the end, they did.

I do not know how happiness is they right now. Only know that 2 years ago when he stil sms me once a while whereby I didn’t reply him at all. Knowing that the wife is giving birth at that time. Awww what kind of man is this huh? I mean the wife is delivering and yet he’s flirting outside. I dare that he has someone else other than me, or after me. I would say the girl is stupid. Mayb love is blind. She think it’s worth to ‘use’ the baby to ‘tight’ him bside her. okay. After all the meets in Genting. I saw him again y’day (2 Jan 2007) in a restaurant at Jinjang area, they are having family dinner together w their parents. Again! I met him twice continuously starting from the yr, does it mean sth gd or bad? I hav no idea. This time he saw me too cuz when they are leaving, he looked at me for seconds but none of us say hi or even a friendly smile. Walked out like we’ve never met. Fate come n go, just like how me and F.

Today I’m pretty upset. I couldn’t make it to meet Pei Yin this morning. Promised that I would go to her house in the morning, but I overslept. Sorry baby. I’m only closed w her since advanced diploma, not much time we’ve spent together but we jz adore one another and giv enough space + freedom + respect. We don’t quarrel, mayb bcoz time we’ve spent is only months. It’s gr8 enough to know such a gr8 girl like her. I’ll miss her lots. Jz feeling upset when I’m thinking about things we’ve done bfore together. Our hang out w Marcuz on his 21^st b’day + Haagen Daz fondue + herbal eggs that we used to eat + my b’day + lil secrets & gossips we shared etc…normally if I finish class early then I probably would go to her stall and lepak til mom calls me every time. Awww…these are memories. Fate w her is leaving too…she’s in States nw. wondering has she reached or not…

Most of all…fate w him…is incredible after all. Fate.      

Hey people! It’s new year! 2007. what’s your wishes? People tend to ask this end of Dec or perhaps on this day. I had a gr8 one this year (I would said much better than last yr, felt more bloved from my dearie to compare w last yr 2005, mayb we didn’t spend gd for x’mas this yr 2006). Planned a holiday w the gang and my dearie to Genting for 3D2N. okay, so Alex’s bro’s gf is some sort of staff in Genting, we’re getting rooms in a discounted price on this super peak period. Booked a room w 2 single bed in ThemePark Hotel, cost us RM490!!! Well I supposed we’ve save gd money here.

I don’t understand why we’re there that long, as we’re not goin for theme park, not much shopping and basically what we do is mingle around in the shopping mall, eat, sleep, gamble, drink etc anyhow we had lotsa fun esp taking excessive photos at any corner of Genting. People looking at us like nobody business, 3 crazy girls simply laughing and smiling at the cam. This yr is much better, not so much of lil misunderstandings w HER. Actually we’re ok and she’s jz over-reacting at times and I don’t know what’s wrong w her nerves or what. Lil thing and likes to make a big fuss. Well enough about her now. Had gd time w dearie, playing, kidding, acting stupid & baby. At least he pampered me a lil at times, here comes he’s trying to save the relationship. We played in the Indoor theme park and dearie won me a green ugly bear but yet I like it so much. 1^st time he won sth for me, it’s not the price that matter, it’s the effort he makes jz to won sth I wanted. It’s sweet, aint?

As usual SHE quarreled w her dearie and spoilt the environment. Eventually her attitudes are annoying at times, like she would never think on behalf on other people, okay, yes mayb sometimes only. She could b heavenly sweet n friendly when she is nice n in gd moods. But you would definitely find her irritating when she’s not or making the big fuss out there. After dressing up on 31 Dec night, we went to Highland Hotel, waited for the very moment of the yr. Here comes make me think of the weather in Genting these few days. First time in my life, that I sweat in Genting. Gosh, you hardly see mist these days and the weather aint cold or freezing like used to be, it’s only cooling air and sunny all day long. Anyway I like it, bcoz I don’t hav to wrap myself w few layers yet only wearing my tube top,  see how strong I am hehe :p there’s big crowd in front of Highland Hotel on 31 night and everyone is looking at the sky waiting to countdown for new year. Dearie was huggin me tight lately…these few days in Genting, felt that I’m in love again.

5, 4, 3, 2, 1…hooray! HAPPY NEW YEAR! Dearie gav me a big smooches. The fireworks are really pretty, perhaps Uncle Lim is bloody rich that he could spend that kind of money. I could say the firework is prettier than last random years in KL town and yet it lasted thoroughly for about 15 mins. Gosh! That’s a lot of $$. After the fire works, we went to Safari, the only clubz in Genting, well there’s another one called Cloud, never been there bfore but went to Safari a couple of times dy. Boring place but rather than not anywhere else. But I would prefer not goin there instead spend some gd time w dearie in the park, feel the wind on top of the hill, chit chat a lil. The gang wanted to go there, so might as well follow else they would hav lots of nonsense again which I find them ridiculous and annoying. Went dancing all night long and taking tons of photos again and again. Basically these are the things girls would do when they are in a gang, flattered dressing, bitch talks etc would go on. Halfway through S and her dearie went off and ‘informed’ us after an hour that they’re back to hotel. Geess u made us here and don’t allow us to anywhere, then urself went back. *&%#^!

Alright. 1 Jan 20071!! We’re back to KL. Had brunch at the chee cheong fun stall again, cheapest in Genting I guess yet no tax ;) afterall we went to !st World again, well that’s the place we hang out most. Dearie said wanna get me some panties, so we went to Blush, they’re having gr8 sales there. I didn’t get any undies there since I would think it’s not worth since the quality not worth for the price though it’s already a lot cheaper than the usual one. I would rather spend gd money on Wacoal which produce gd lingeries and comfy. Basically Blush is sellin thongs, what the hell those strings think that can support my big ass. Instead I’ve got myself lingerie sleep wear w S, since 1 for RM35 and 2 for RM50, so we both shared. I’ve got one set pure white lingerie sleepwear, made of laces and polysters, gd quality and gd bargain! Love it but don’t know when would I be able to wear it, cuz it would b awkward to wear at home, mom probably thinking what’s wrong w me wearing sexily at home to sleep. Might keep in the box and let it sleep in my wardrobe. Dearie loves it, okay he thinks that I would b super sexy in that outfit and his mind wandering, bugging me to stay another night in Genting hehe :p anyway his wish hasn’t been come true cuz we both know that it’s impossible unless I’ve told dad at the very 1^st time. However we hav a gd times this yr. hope it would goes on and never back to the he in 2006, I really enjoyed how I’ve been pampered these few days. Nothing much flattered, treat me nicely like his precious, it’s all I want only. I stil love u dearie. Happy New Year again.  

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

WELCOME 2007!

Blogging has become something of a big thing in the last few years in the country, and some of the biggest and best known web blogs attract the kind of traffic that even big e-commerce sites would be jealous of. Blogs are more than pages of links as they tend to reflect the personalities of their owners. They are personal web pages, updated very often.

They are the product of their owners' imaginations, interests and wit, and it's probably this personal touch which has made them so popular, especially for political issues. As for example in Malaysia, www.jeffooi.com is one of the popular blog and which recently caught an unwanted attention from the media which would put the blogger, Jeff into Sedition Act 1948.

According to Britannica encyclopedia states that “a blog is a website in which items are posted on a regular basis and displayed in reverse chronological order.” Blogs are varied as they are many types of blogs exist in the web. It could be a personal diary which annotated hilarious comments or stories that happened to him or some private thoughts. A political soapbox which discuss about the local government’s regulations and all sorts of conversation and topics that would have brought out and “freedom of speech” blabbering in the discussion box. A collection of links which selling off their home made cakes and muffins or showing off their great collections of their hobbies.

Many of times, professional blogs are a web space whereby people in the same professions share thoughts and the latest news in the field of job, for examples, doctors, lawyers, public relations etc. they would have discussions and arguments which would gain them the maximum information where they could obtain. Blogs often contain audio, music, images, video and text. It’s easily and constantly posted by simple instructions and if it’s isn’t technical as for a moderate blogger.  

(sources : references Part A)

“All Malaysian news blogs may have to be registered with the Ministry of Information, local media reported earlier in the week, citing Deputy Science and Technology Minister Kong Cho Ha as saying the laws were necessary to dissuade bloggers from promoting disorder in Malaysia's multiethnic society.” This statement is taken from the article “Malaysia warns of crackdown on news blogs” which is posted in Philippine Daily Inquirer. Malaysia has started to regulate blogs whereby news blogs have to be registered in order to prevent law breaks which happening daily in the net. Regulating the Internet could "push Malaysian bloggers daring to criticize the government to stop publishing or self-censor" to avoid possible legal action. The regulations would actually restrain daring Malaysian to voice out their opinions towards the political issues or regulations of the government towards the country and citizens.

Basically local news media outlets are strictly controlled by the government and criticism of government policies are rare (Mostly negative comments on the government would only be made by ministers or influential person in the politic world). A number of mainstream media organizations are owned by parties within the ruling National Front coalition, or via their proxies. This would be biased as media organizations which are owned by parties within the government would only disseminate news which praise good towards the government or perhaps the parties that involved. Public will not be reached and informed without blinds. Often government meetings are “close-door” system whereby only the parties involved would know the contents, the furthest would reach would be reporters or journalists. 

Internet is one of the most powerful agents of freedom. It is no wonder that certain authorities and organizations fear the internet and its ability to make the truth known. Hence, the phrase "freedom of speech" is often used to characterize a key element of democratic societies: open communication and especially, open government. Blogs has given a space to Malaysian bloggers to enjoy an outspokenness denied to journalists in the traditional media. "It is vital for the country's democratic life that the Internet is not pushed into self-censorship.”, said the Reporters without Borders. Bloggers would have the freedom of speech in the blogging world as they should be allowed to speak out their opinions and their unsatisfaction towards government regulations or any political issues. Regulations should make good in eliminating pornography site from the internet but discussion on the political issue should be free flow of information. They have the human right to let the government to hear their voices and government are for true is chosen by the citizens. There would always a big doubt that government is chosen to rule the country as to make sure the citizens live good and not being out there to regulate the only path where people get to speak out.

Politician claims that some online news postings were not ethical because they spread malicious rumors about the government. Somehow people doubts on the credibility of the online information and resources. Thoughtful citizens should be responsible for trying to distinguish useful and truthful information from bad quality information and must therefore exercise critical thinking about what the people see and hear. The responsibility extends to all media, not only the Internet or the bloggers.

As for Singapore, their legal counsel Dharmendra Yadav suggested that blogging community should pre-emptively introduce some form of self-regulation before the government step in with a heavy hand of law. The fact that one has to be self-regulating because one not only has to write well to be read, one also has to respect racial, religious and political sensitivities of readers. Bloggers are not as free as they appear. In a sense, what the blogger writes is as much determined by the market as any mainstream media. If blogging were to come under government regulations, one’s words having to be strictly monitored by government and vetted by others. Their opinion leaders would prefer to have self regulations rather than to find themselves under closer scrutiny by media regulators in Singapore. Most Singapore citizens believe the contents in the blogs as they view blogs as a trustworthy mainstream which would support the importance of blog regulations in Singapore.  

Self regulations should be formed by the blogger community with enough communications and agreement between them since there is no way to enforce the proposed code of ethics without knowing who everybody is and having a way to contact each blogger. The credibility of the blog contents should be the responsible and ethics of the blogger to write things which tells the truth without harming others or touches defamation, especially for the well-known blogs as they have the highest traffic in their blog that most people in the country read about their opinions and thoughts. They should be cautious in every word they used and express as Singapore has zero tolerance policy on negative ethnic and religious content. Their tight rules would help as a reminder to their citizens on self regulation and restriction as they are cautious on the blogs contents which might not be acceptable to the public and government.

Cyberjournalist.net, which is linked to the Online News Association in New York, has proposed a Bloggers' Code of Ethics which it encourages bloggers to use. The code lays down best practices for bloggers to "be honest and fair", to "minimise harm" and to "be accountable". This is modelled after a similar code for journalists created by the Society of Professional Journalists in the United States. This would help to assure that bloggers do not blog seditious contents or slander others at the same time it’s supporting the citizen journalism whereby they are given freedom of speech in order to help the press for extending their power with rights and responsible towards the citizens. These Westerners would be open-minded in taking in any negative comments or scandals. Again they can’t escape once they touch on the frivolous defamation lawsuits.

(sources : references Part B)

“Audio system is satisfactory, it has decent treble and so-so bass, and is built into the dashboard design. The CD player tends to skip often over bumps and potholes, a problem I never had with my super cheap Pioneer CD player on my Satria. The audio system LCD display is multi-functional, being able to show information like specifically which door is open, external temperature, time, etc.” This is one of the paragraphs from PaulTan’s blog, on Naza 206 Test Drive.

Proton Singapore Pte Ltd has launched the Proton Satria Neo 3-door hatchback in Singapore, with only the H-Line model being offered at SG$51,488 for the automatic transmission model and SG$48,988 for the manual transmission model. As a comparison, the Mazda3 5-door hatchback 1.6 Auto sells for SG$60,800, the Chevrolet Optra 5-door hatchback automatic goes for SG$58,488, the Kia Cerato 1.6 Auto 5-door hatchback goes for SG$48,499, while the manual Cerato goes for SG$45,499. The Cerato is actually Kia’s replacement for the Sephia. The Kia Rio 5-door hatchback is even cheaper at SG$43,499 for the manual and SG$46,499 for the automatic. It looks like Proton is pricing the Satria Neo in between the Mazda3 hatch and the Kia Cerato hatch. Another paragraph from “Proton Lauches Satria Neo in Singapore”, taken from PaulTan’s blog.

These are the good comments he has given to the local car. Basically he hasn’t defame or blog unlawful contents as these are based on his experiences on the test drive and the car features are facts he has read from pamphlets or even browse online. His blog content mentioned above are acceptable in the blog regulations as he didn’t bring harms to the local car industry neither any party who read the blog.

“It’s just another kotak car from Japan repackaged as a Perodua. Smart eh?” This is one of the comments left in PaulTan’s blog, “Kancil Replacement Model sighted in The Mines” by SatriaGuy. He has actually defamed the good name of the new model of Kancil as he mentioned “Japan repackaged” which is a false statement. While the fact is their cars are rebadged. Perodua could have sued him for defaming their production by all means saying things that would affect sales based on their new launched car. This is mentioned in the Defamation Act 1957, Act 6 Slander of title – if he said words are calculated to cause pecuniary damage to the plaintiff in respect of any trade or business held. His sentences and untruth statement could have leaded the readers a bad impression towards Kancil and probably they would not believe in Perodua’s car. This would lead to damages made to Perodua as their car sales would decrease as this blogger has heavy traffic in his blog, which means many readers could have view his blog and the content would be credible to them.

“I was parking my car for lunch and right next to my car was this monster. The owner has done up the car to the max. I initially thought that this would be another wannabe. The owner has changed all the changeable parts to Mira L2/L5 parts complete with Daihatsu's original 14 inch rims. I can't say if this was ugly (would had looked less beng if it's Black or white)” This is found in Stupe’s blog with photos attachment which cause bad faith to Perodua as well as slander to the owner of the car. By means he could be charger under Sedition Act 1948 The definition of “Sedition” in the act include tendencies seen in entries that incite hatred, contempt, discontent, ill will or hostility against the Ruler or Government, any matter established by law, administration of justice, the inhabitants, different races or classes and right, privilege under Articles 152, 153 or 181 of the Federal Constitution. Sedition is not limited to words, it may be made through various means of expressions including graphic illustrations. Hereby Stupe has attached tons  of photos regard this “ugly” Kancil that ill will the Kancil car as in ugly. He is also slandering the owner of the Kancil by means he blogged that the Kancil is ugly and this would hurt the feelings of the owner. These are unlawful contents that shouldn’t be blog in their blogs or leave comments that would bad faith a person or the company. Blog regulation could have efficient enough to identify and to regulate the unlawful contents in one’s blog.

                                                                                   (1988 words - excluding the Acts)

References

Part A :

·        http://au.answers.yahoo.com/question/index.php?qid=20061216234816AAlKPky

·        http://www.baclass.panam.edu/mana3333/glossary/chapter02.html

·        http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blogging

·        http://www.bbc.co.uk/webwise/askbruce/articles/browse/blogging_1.shtml

·        http://www.blogger.com/tour_start.g

Part B :

Malaysia regulations

·        http://blog.mscholars.com/page/2/

·        http://www.thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2006/8/2/nation/15022918&sec=nation&focus=1

·        http://newsinfo.inquirer.net/breakingnews/infotech/view_article.php?article_id=36516

·        http://www.skthew.com/index.php?s=internet+control

·        http://www.jeffooi.com/2006/08/nexnews_stand_on_gun_and_shoot.php

Singapore and New York regulations

·        http://www.todayonline.com/articles/158743.asp

·        http://www.singaporeangle.com/2006/12/blogs-already-self-regulate.html

·        http://www.todayonline.com/articles/159233.asp

Part C :

PaulTan - http://paultan.org/archives/2006/12/12/naza-206-bestari-test-drive-review/

Stupe - http://stupe.livejournal.com/91195.html#cutid1

www.lawnet.com.my

http://rage.com.my/blog/?p=129

This assignment softcopy has been uploaded to my blog with ready hyperlinks for Mr Lee to check out and to read the sources - 

(sources : references Part C)

It’s so sickening to talk to him lately. I doubt it was my problem or it was his? Since he’s back, I haven’t hav a gd conversation with him. He neither calls me to chat over the phone. Not at all!!! I can count with one hand, times that he would call since he was back last wk. I only met him once. Sometimes bad things come to mind, I’m just wondering why am I there to be with him. I think he would stil doing well even without my existence. Work is now so much more important than me, I don’t really matter anymore. He would always say that I’ve been thinking too much. Hey! If it’s not of certain things or actions or words you’ve spoken, I wouldn’t feel that bad at all.

If he couldn’t make any changes on himself, might as well find someone who can fits him better. I think I hav tolerate enough. I’ve been so hot tempered ever since I’ve met him. Nobody would actually makes me that mad at all, merely because he means too much to me and I care too much about him that everything he is doing bring me such a great impacts. I’m so tired to the extent that I don’t even want to bother or even how and what he is doing at all times. It’s so sarcastic and funny about this not-so-funny joke on me, has he ever notice my attitudes towards him has been a drastic changes? I doubt he did. Even he did, he would choose to ignore it, and pretend that nothing happens…arrrgh!

Are u trying to get my nerves on that I no longer can stand it and ask for a break? I hate u for treating me like ‘something’ verbally and ‘nothing’ in actions. Bloody asshole and god damn it I stil love you.

It’s been ages since the last time I blogged. 
Felt gd about life n school. Satisfy with what I am and what I hav. counting on days to my internship which falls on end of Feb :) of course i need to do well in my exam now to secure my place up there :)
happiness been surrounding me which makes me feared off. I’m afraid and i supposed that angels won't be winding me all the time, there are so many others that need to be taken care of. 
Perhaps heaven should hav recruit more angels to guard ppl who has a fragile heart like me.

I’m missing so many things that we’ve been and we are doin together, be it chats on phone or hanging out for tea breaks, everything is jz pretty at times and only joyous. I don’t know what is this call for it, casual or serious? I need not to bother but only to enjoy moments we’ve spent. It’s only laughter, misses, cares, respects, trust etc we don’t own anyone, we hav spaces and enough freedoms but not misusing them. A HI or BYE, a glance or a smile means so much. They tell a thousand words. There are no confessions or vow, but the feelings do exist. We do not admit nor deny. Where and what’s the barrier then? Timing? Or age matters? However there is a barrier, I supposed is not the right time yet, I neither can tell. Mayb I jz needed boosters on confidence…uhm there are far more obstacles to be faced, time can tell and heal.

Sense of security I hav found, brings me calm and happiness day by day. Lovely poems, handmade crafts, delicious dinner, all are my specially dedications. Appreciations are the confirmation I would gain. It tells the foot steps that would lead the door to be opened…I do not know the ending and I do not wish it would come to and end unless it’s something that I’m longing to be. Stay with me, would you? 

Often women who get married into a big family, they tend to hav conflicts with the in-law family. Mayb we’re just grown up from different places and different background. There’s contradictory between our conversation and mentality. Mayb he lied to me about the money matter. It’s him who lends her sis money while he’s telling me that his mom is lending out the money. It’s kinda big amount, 9K, not RM 9. She’s making an investment in that Lamp Burger thingy which I don’t agree to make it big unless you’re real steady in the community & could really see a future in it. God, she jz joined less than a wk, I can’t really see how far she can go. It’s not I’m looking down upon her ability but we would jz know how’s the hat fitted our head well. Be it he or his mom is lending out the money, mom is going to stay with us in the future, and that’s why it’s a matter to me. I can’t really talk much about it to him, mayb they would hav the opinions that I’m yet to be the daughter in-law, I don’t hav the rights to bother how’s the money is used. It’s always a sensitive issue when it comes to money and clinging with relationship problem. If he’s going to marry me soon, it would be an issue to me. The money could be used in a better way rather than lending to the sister for something which the chances to excel is ounce and odd. I hate him for being incompetent and couldn’t make a right decision on the right time. 9K is jz not worth for a try. Aaargh!  

p/s - anyone knows whoever is interested in Tsai Chin’s concert? Tickets for sale!

Birthday is always something big to me, mayb my parents been making it big for it since I was young. My last b'day party was sweet sixteen, lots of frens and relatives were celebrating with me, but I can't really recall my happiness then. I'm feeling empty. My 17th bumped into SPM trial and I've missed the celebration again. My 18th wasn't great at all. Not much of celebration and just wandering in Sg. Wang with my sis-s & bro-s ++ an Ex. Last year, my 19th, I'm not meeting my sisters & brothers, first time having b'day without them. I had some quality times with my dearie and night time we went for club hoping with his frens. I remembered that we actually quarelled end of the night which I've forgotten the reason. 20th. I had my 20th without the girls & my loving hubby. It was lonely though I hav some matez with me. Anyhow It's stil great that I'm having my besties in college with me and they got me a coffee maker. I'm just a coffee freak. They know it :) Hubby has got me a dog encyclopedia. It's really lovely cuz he knows that I'm a dog lover. I sleep with the book everyday since I've opened the present. He gave me bfore he went to Pakistan and he would do another celebration with me when he's back. I'm happier since he's coming back on Friday ^^ there's 3 more days to go.

Last weekend was working in the Homedec Fair for Acson in Convention Centre. It was gd working there as the crew are really MR-OK I mean they treat the promoters like their colleagues and being friendly to all of us. All of them are sales engineer, pretty well educated :D Of course it's fun working with my matez, Eunice, James and Jason. It was a gd experience, thanks to Eunice who brings me to work. Not much of pressure working in the fair, as they are not seeking for sales report. They only aimed to do some brand promos of course certain sales are included. It's nice to get to know this lil James aka Amar Ali. He's mix Malay-Chinese, Eunice's cousin brother. He's such a cutie and 2 years younger than me, can't stop "promoting" his lovely girlfren to me LOL. Good-looking and really an obedient boy. Pity that small boy is doing "puasa" while he's working. He just can't stop calling me "che che" makes me feeling old -____- 

I'm getting happier now, going to Penang with some of the buddies in college on Thursday YAY! I'm gonna have some gd time with hubby once I'm back from Penang hehe :p

 
James and I :) isn't he cute? adopted brother :D

I just realized something about myself today. I thought I’m bossy and talkative. Instead I’m not interested to interact with human beings at all (there’s still exception). I’m social phobia. I think I’m fake. Not hypocrite, just fake. Sometimes I just don’t understand how come I have some much to talk to darl, perhaps those are craps and just some random stories about my daily life. I only enjoy his presence. I only want to stay beside him wherever and whenever. I only enjoy listening to him, enjoy living and doing things together with him. I don’t really like to communicate with people. I only fond of “living” with others. Sometimes we need not to talk a lot, just silently “living”, knowing people around are breathing, and listening to people’s journey of life etc would more than enough, that’s called “life”, aint?

Tomorrow is always better. Tomorrow there’s a noon paper, this will be my last paper for this semester exam. I need to start studying. Gambate p[^.^]q

 

12 September 2006

Sometimes I’m just wondering whether I don’t know what it’s named ‘happy’ I wish I could note down some wonderful memories in the blog but I couldn’t find any. I really want to get a pleased life. I just want to get myself improved and fill with plenty of knowledge. I don’t like people making my life miserable especially saying or doing things which would bring me down and yet don’t make his/her life any better. I’m just thinking she must be nuts.

The whole weekend was about working in SE roadshows – again. Lately I’m just depressed with my fugly body. I can’t help thinking that I’m fat and wanted to take off the excessive lumps of fat. Seriously need a body trainer or even a mate who can give me a gd accompaniment to gym or even some classes. I think I’m depressed. I need to be on-diet.

Times up. Got to get my arse on the seat and study hard. Ohmz ohmz

Today’s paper was okay, manage to answer those questions hoping that at least a B in the paper. I’m not in the study mood, everything goes numb. I’m not even in the mood to blog here. I’m off today. Hubby safely reached Pakistan. Hope everything is alright with him over there. Another reason I’m not bloggin because the connection is really bad lately, it takes a few mins to load the page. aarrrgh